Hey my fellow Sheeps, it's Yhu. I'll try to make this short, so...
I want to thank you all for accepting me into Sheep when I was at a low point in my Mabi life. I've made new friends, laughed and cried with them, went through easy and hard times, providing advice and a blade in glorious battle when it was needed. Sometimes, I felt nothing could go wrong. Other times...not so much. Yet despite all that, I would always try to smile and laugh for others...
We were all kids at one point and those times I relived in the guild...
But now is a point I've reached where I've lost all of that and become broken again. All I really can do now is to pick up the pieces, some too small some too large, and tape them back together again. And just keep going, no matter where it takes me.
I've really appreciated all the laughs and moments Sheep has given me and I honestly wish I could keep in touch with all of you as so many others have promised... But from my own experience and eyes, we just simply walk away into our own lives and nothing can really stop that. Not even if you have promised for over 3 years...
And eventually...inentivably, we lose others...no matter how much we try to keep them.
I just wish I never felt alone (even in the company of others) and I'm truly sorry for leaving the guild in such a sour note. Now... I have to find my own path instead of trying to follow and help others. And if it means I have to be alone for the rest of my life...then... Then so be it. I'll simply have to keep going until the day I die.
Even if the rest of Sheep has forgotten me, even if all of you grow up and have kids, even if you all forget me...
I never will.
Goodbye for now,
-Yhu
"There ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good..."
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